St00pid gurl

I'm loooooving bold lips! The other day I tried things I wish I could, but can't pull off (red lips + winged eye liner). Red lipstick doesn't match no matter how bad I'd like it too, and my asian eyes prevent anyone from seeing this type of look. Hahhahaha I look so stupid.

Being a Japanese American, I'm raised by Japanese nationals with their culture and customs. It never registered to me how different cultures are (mainly because I never cared). But lately I've been feeling very traditional. When it comes to people, I'd have to say I prefer the oriental customs more. And when it comes to boys, I find full blown American boys a little ignorant to be in a relationship with. Not all, most definitely. But many of those I've known.

 

xoxo, s/m

Why'd you have to do that for?

Your not even here anymore.
How are you going to fix this mess?

I never feel like this..

From today, at our field trip. I would never have the balls to post this on social networking (hence the image size), but I actually love this picture. It depicts exactly what our friendship is like.

Going to take off my face! Night, creepers ~

Feeling a little liberated

I haven't been online in two days, I know it doesn't sound long at all. But the fact that I achieved it through self-control feels amazing. + minimal make up. Lately, I've been comfortable with myself. No not confident, but more in peace with myself.

For the past two nights, I've gotten more sense of what my dad did for more than half his life before he was diagnosed with cancer. And tonight at our closest family friends house, I've heard more storys about him growing up than I would've though. Being that he is the quiet man ever. Does it make sense to say that I've been learning more about myself through my family history? Hm.

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Discovered my favorite lipstick pairing today. Chanel Rouge Hydrabase (44)  under Chanels Rouge Allure (Violent diamond). Now, on the search for the perfect fuchsia lip!

I don't know about you, but when I have a friend I'll always give them the benefit of the doubt. I believe that you'll be a good friend who keeps the same morals and virtues to heart. But that's never how it is, and I can't help but contradict my beliefs.

If you've been true to be I assure you with my life I will never betray you in any sort. I will not talk shit about you, I will not manipulate you, I will not lie to you. I don't see the point of any of that when you call someone your friend.

Heartbreaker ft. Flo rida

Ew really?.......

The EPITOME of nostalgia

Raiding all them on youtube. It's like a flood of old memories coming back.

Updated obsessions:

Big hair, bright neon colors, lavender lips, rouged cheeks, shoe inspired heels, ridiculous oversized bows, cute but slightly tacky things, photoshoot worthy places, lashes, organic beauty, wedges over heels, nude or salmon nails over black or white, skinny, youtube gurus, tattoos, leggings everyday, oversized, school girl uniforms, 90's pop hits, 90's children, everything about the 90's, rosemary bread, protein shakes, Demi Lovato, designer inspiration for less, & http://18thcenturyhistory.com/

The H-Logic

As if I didn't love her enough. I'm loving this, def. worth the long awaited comeback.