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The highlights of my first weekend without summer school.
Not getting to see MGMT, NOT GOING TO LOVE FEST., not going to karaoke, and not having our little get together with the girls and boys at the campsite. All because I caught a cold on thursday night.

Somebody tell me, would it be okay if I just kill myself? Ugh.

That reminds me, I hate you. The next time I see you, I'll probably want to punch you in the face.

You can never go wrong with Chanel

I'm extremely frustrated. This trailer definitely does not justify the greatness of this movie hands down.
But I have a new favorite movie, oh and a new hero too.




Coco Before Chanel? The same actress in Amelie! If you have no idea what I'm talking about look through my blog, I have a blog entry with the movie trailer as well.

Let's hope it's half as good as the original one.

It's all make believe, isn't it?

Photography and acrylic painting - Summer school

Going to be done with summer school in a week! Finally.



All you'll ever need.
Keep this with you at all times, I know I do.

Go Tila!

I've never been that into the PETA and animal cruelty thing, that is until I saw this.

http://globalgrind.com/content/726830/KILLING-ANIMALS-IS-FING-WRONGITS-THAT-SIMPLE/

Who could deny these butterflies, their filling his gut

Alex Gaskarth, be mine! Cutest voice live. Ever.

"Remember, almost everyone is suffering in some way"
It never really caught my eye and I've never cared enough to take it to heart.

Now, I can't agree more.

What I would give to get my hair that long again.
The last seven months have been the most miserable months of my life..

The trees, like lungs, filling with air

The Virgin Suicides- Watch it!

Marry me.

I'd die for you too!

More charms! And iPhone!

Finally after six months of unlocking, waiting for a sim adapter, and updating the software I can actually use it!

And thank you Lyman and Mike for setting this picture as my backround!











Putting up the rest on Facebook (:

99 problems

Sleeping takes first. It's 3:11 AM and I'm fucking exhausted. I take that back I'm always exhausted. For the past couple months I don't get more then four, four and a half hours. Ever.
I might as well be a vampire, married to Edward Cullen.

Waiting for one of my Ebay bids to win. A new point and shoot camera since my old one it's practically no good anymore. I've been looking for a Dslr for over a year already, wtf.


-
One of the four headband from Taryn when she went to Portland last year <3

I hate when certain things become "in".
Headbands, peacock earrings, gladiators, berets, fedoras.
I hate trends. Wear what you like! Not what you see half of the school wearing!
How hard is that?

Monkey see, monkey do.

You both pretty much disgust me

" "But aren't you the one who has suffered the most as a result?
Aren't you and only you the one who has been hurt?

Every time you think of that person's faults and talk about them, hatred poisons your body and heart.
Oppressive thoughts cloud your heart and cause turmoil within in.

You have left your clear and radiant heart somewhere.
What is the most important to you?
Try to recall.


When you are caught up in hatred and resentment.
Never become emotional. Do not make reckless judgements.
Hatred and resentment are both born of anger that has taken root in your heart over a long period of time.
The feelings that you had when you were not approved of or when you were insulted have fostered hostility in your heart."

You won't regret it

When I was eight, I would always see this picture of an extremely pale sick looking girl with black hair and a short bob with an eerie-looking green backround on the cover of a video. I was always scared just looking at it and thought just by the cover that it must be some horror movie.

This weekend I watched it. And it's one of the few films that's actually ever made an impact on me. Without a doubt it'll do the same for you. I don't need to say much, I'd rather you find out how it changed you, on your own.

Watching it really makes you want to visit Montmartre where the whole movie is based.
The music is beautiful. It's definitely different from what I've listen too.


Hands down the most inspiring, beautiful movie. Ever. I promise.

The only time I, know

Our Father, which art in heaven,
hallowed be thy name;
thy kingdom come;
thy will be done,
in earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our trespasses,
as we forgive them that trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation;
but deliver us from evil.
[For thine is the kingdom,
the power, and the glory,
for ever and ever.


For once in my life, I really am happy with myself, and the person I'm becoming.

How things turn around

It's actually quite funny.
I'm sick. Not surprised considering how much rest I get with my extremely low immune system. I got another day added to my three day weekend.

After my check up I went to my mom's friends Green Papaya (the Kapahulu one) which makes the best pho and summer rolls! Too bad I didn't take a picture of it. But then you'd probably be craving it just like how I am right now (x

I finally got an alright prom dress today. I've been looking for weeks and I've finally found one that isn't ugly and about $300. It's royal blue, I ordered it today and it's coming in on the first. Too bad I can't have a picture up here to post. I can wait to see it! Prom's going to be BOMB.
My birthday weekend + Senior prom + penthouse with fifteen other people + the good stuff + polaroids = How could it get any better, seriously.


This is just another pointless blog. It's about 2:22 a.m and I just finished watching the latest episode of The Hills. It's raining. I like it.



I want skirts.

Fuck you, fuck you very very much

So my mouse finally came in today. And it couldn't have made today any more disappointing.
As if my day wasn't disappointing enough, someone again got my prom dress instead of me and the hello kitty mouse sucks.


It's cute and all but the quality sucks. It was only what almost nine dollars, figures.


I've made a couple dresses this past week. Such as the one in the webcam picture.
Maybe I'll start posting them in a new blog.
Stay tuned?

Whish-lizt

So I've literally looked for hours for a prom dress. And it's really all on me for waiting so long to find one..
Prom's on May 9th, a day after my birthday and that made me make up a small list I wouldn't mind getting (:

 
- A decked out coffee maker 
- A Hello Kitty Toaster that actually works!
- Diamond studs
- An actual nice Leather jacket & hoodie
- Ripped tights (Does anyone know where you can just buy these?)
- Heels, heels, heels
- Packs and packs of Polaroid 600 film
- Old school Minolta Slr lenses




I better start saving up-
Chance, Chanel
J'adore', Dior
Fuel for Life, Diesel
Salvatore Pour Femme, Salvatore Ferragamo

Cause lately I've been tired and uninspired. Cause lately I've been tired, oh-so tired.

"There has been one too many misunderstandings going on in your social life lately, and it could be holding you back from getting closer to someone. You have two choices today: You can either get face-to-face with the person who is confusing you and finally get to the bottom of things, or you can move on to a different set of social partners for a while. Keep in mind that there is nothing wrong with taking a break from people who are rubbing you the wrong way."


I need a change in my life. I barely get enough sleep and it's really starting to affect me, big time.
Socially, school-wise..
You see people, things from such a different perspective and It's not a good one.
2-4 hours of sleep each school night, Add weekends nights, working, going to the gym, and drinking at least two cups of coffee a day.
It's definitely not a healthy lifestyle for a fifteen year old.



It wouldn't hurt if I had a prom dress already when prom is less then a few weeks away. I still need to get everything set up. Shoes, hair, and makeup. Why am I the only one that seems to be having this problem?........

Which brings me to absolutely hate waiting on things. I'm inpatient. I hate waiting for online stuff to come in, developing pictures, and especially on others. Which sounds a little hypocritical considering I do that to others when I get ready. But I can't help it. I can't stand waiting around for others. Waiting to hear from them, whatever.

Which reminds me hello kitty mouse and atm card come in the mail now!

April 15, 2009

Today was indeed a good day. Got that nice feeling this morning walking to class with my cup of coffee. I found out once I got to class that I was one out of the fifteen people who won prizes for perfect attendence during SAT's last week. If you've read my other blog entry you'd know that I didn't only come late to school, I had to miss the first portion of my test and make it up. And got a $20 gift card to guess where, Starbucks! (;

Bought another cup of coffee along with a bag of coffee beans. Could today get any better?

April 15, 2009

Todays a good day, I can just feel it. A cup of coffee after two hours of sleep will do anyone right.

P.s. I miss you. I wish you were still around.

Oh boy.

"It's not your usual style to say something before thinking it through, yet this isn't your typical day. You are mentally on-edge and keeping a secret now only makes you less comfortable. Don't worry about offending someone today; it makes more sense to concern yourself with your own motives instead. If your heart is in the right place, then your exact words won't matter all that much"

Pretty much explains this?


Fuck you all.
I 'm tired of being disappointed. I'm tired of disappointing others, because of you. I'm tired of being chosen over by people that don't really give a shit about you, your feelings, and what's best. I'm tired of having to be a good friend to those who don't even seem to acknowledge it, and to those who I feel who has yet reciprocate it back. I'm tired of hearing and listening to all your bullshit and ranting to be a better person. I'm tired of hearing your what seems like bi-polar-ness to just about anything and everything just to tell put a smile on someones face. I'm tired of seeing you not being a good friend to not only me, but to almost everyone else. I'm tired of hearing your shit. I'm tired of hearing the shit about me, from you. I'm tired of hearing shit about me, because of you. I'm tired of you.

I'm over all of it. Burn your fucking bridges carefully.

I've been a really good girl today.

So I had to get up for Saturday detention this morning, after four hours of sleep. Detention from 8-10. Then gym 10-12.

I've been going to 24hrfitness everyday from almost a week ago and I think I'm going to commit to this. (So if anyone wants to go, let me know! I could always use more gym buddies) (:
Except for last night. I figured I could use a little extra time. So I went again, four hours earlier from this morning. Or should I say afternoon?

I met up with Cayla Lin-Kimiko - http://www.Caylacouture.blogspot.com
Ate a Vegi-tofu burger, then it was gym round 2.

Just finished the new Fast and Furious and surprisingly kinda loved it.


I think I'm going to hit the sack right after I finish this up, it's Easter tomorrow so I have to make sure I get up early from Church. See I'm a good girl (:




XO, Gucci and I.

Hermit alert.

My life seems as perfect as it can get right now, just at home.
I love coming home to a house all to myself to catch up some music, fashion. With a cup of coffee of course.

Right now I'm dying for sheer ripped leggings, neon colored leggings, authentic leather jackets, hair pieces and hats, skirts, heels, boots.


Favorite right now- anything black and studded!



Favorite icon, ever:



Favorite designer:

Hai, fuck you.

I need coffee. A grande please.

I'm tired, I want to sleep, I want to cry, and right now I'm beyond disgusted.

I woke up late this morning, normally that wouldn't be a bad thing but this week we have SAT's. I didn't have a ride. I ended up walking to school which isn't to bad considering I live one or two streets from school. But it was freezing. I lost one side of my last pair of grey contacts. I tried putting on another pair but I couldn't handle the stinging. I opted for my old glasses I haven't worn in months. I got to school late, so I couldn't do testing with the rest of my class. So here I am, graphics first period.



http://lookbook.nu/

My number one favorite site of all time.

Mood-confused

So I've had this for a more then a while but never came around to use it.
Let's see how this turns out.

Hopefully better then my attempted Myspace blog.